Monday, December 22, 2008

I am so dreadfully far away!

I am in the south of California and it is blagh, okay. I am at grandma's and there is no one to keep my company, so you, trusty blog, will have to do!

Eliot and I are workin' on a collab. I write, she illustrates. I'm gonna post what I have so far here so you can seeeee!

Enjoy.

(This piece is currently saved on my computer under the document name "Unicornz To Be Illustratedz)

When she was five, Elias saw her first unicorn.

It passed by her window on a winter’s night when the panes of glass were like hazy sheets of ice that glimmered in the moonlight.

With one large, unblinking eye, it looked in and exhaled. In the next moment, it had disappeared. Its warm breath left a sunburst of clarity on her window. Through it, Elias could see the darkened houses across the street.


By morning, the unicorn’s impression on her glass was still there. Over cornflakes, Elias told her mother what had happened.

Her mother stood with her back to Elias as she stirred heavy cream into a mug of coffee.

“Well,” she said, her voice laden with indifference. “You were named after a prophet.”

The word rang like a bell in the air and Elias rolled it over in her mouth for the first time. It tasted delicious.


The second unicorn came shortly after Elias’s eighth birthday. She didn’t have a party that year. Instead, her parents bought tickets to an opera performance. They said they were giving her culture as a gift, and that she would appreciate it in the future.

In the darkened auditorium, Elias sat next to a man with a thick, beautiful mustache and a monocle dangling from the pocket of his jacket. During particularly violent scenes, he would hold it to right eye and lean forward.

During intermission, he turned to Elias for the first time. His dour expression shifted to one of wonderment. “It’s you,” he said. He turned and looked around, suddenly frantic. “Excuse me, my dear. I must go.” He stuffed his monocle in his pocket and shuffled towards the aisles with the rest of the crowds that were headed towards the washrooms.

Before Elias could ask how he knew her, he was gone. He did not return for the rest of the performance.


Elias was once again in her room when the second unicorn arrived. This time, it lingered. So as not to startle it, Elias crept forward on her bed until she could rest her cheek against the window.

“Hello,” she said, and the unicorn snorted in response. It left just as softly as the last one had, without the sound of a single hoof striking against the cement. She did not know what the unicorn’s arrival meant, but she knew that it must be significant.

The next day, Elias watched her parents for signs that something had changed, but all seemed as it was before. It wasn’t until she walked herself to school that the event occurred.


The monocled man swooped out of nowhere. One moment, Elias was rounding a corner, and the next, the man had his viselike grip on her upper arm. He pulled Elias into the alley between the exotic sausage shop and the Baptist church.

Her first instinct was to scream. But then the monocled man brought a finger up to his lips and released her arm. There was something so serious and earnest in his expression that it seemed more practical to wait to see what he had to say before she started yelling for help.

“My dear,” he said, his tone apologetic. “I am sorry I acted so rudely just now. It is just that the matter I must discuss with you requires the utmost privacy.”

Elias said nothing.

The man leaned in, his face mere inches from hers. She held her breath. His gaze was searching. “My dear,” he asked. “It is very important that you tell me the truth. Have you seen anything strange recently?”


Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Le Tigre circa 2000!

Look what i found! Old-school Le Tigre footage!

Oct 12, 2000 at Rice University, Houston TX. AWESOME


I was like, in 6th grade. wow.

(this is kinda turning into a music/video blog now... hmmm)

Friday, November 14, 2008

music post

This is Jana Hunter, from New York.

"Palms."


(okay, I really am too lazy to scan any of my drawings so i just do these kind of posts instead :/ wait until the end of the semester! honest. or when i'm actually done worrying about my school projects, haha. i'm lame.)

i just discovered this band this/previous morning and I am very addicted:

Now, Now Every Children from Minnesota,
"Friends With my Sister."


I've been listening to the four songs they have on their myspace over and over and over. And then i was pretty much enthralled when I saw that their record label accepts money orders ('cuz i don't have a credit card lolololol). Yay for snail mail orders! They opened for mates of state(!!) when they were in their ... uh, state (MN). that's street cred right there! lucky them. :)

Sunday, November 9, 2008

Updatez on Lyf

Hi, hi and many apologies for being away for so long -- special apologies to you, Eliot. It has been too long; I know.

I don't have much to update on by way of arts and crafts or anything, though I hope to start regularly doodling/collaging in the pages of my new moleskine, and when that happens, I will be sure to upload some photos for your viewing pleasure.

But right now, my big project is -- dun, dun, dun! NaNoWriMo! For those of you who don't know, that's National Novel Writing Month. The idea is that you have to write 50,000 words (that's a 175-page novel) in the month of November. I'm not doing it alone. My roommate and I are tackling a young adult romance idea with each of us taking one character, Nick and Norah style. It's sort of silly, but it's also very fun.

My character is Cassandra, a 17-year-old girl who is on the wrestling team and has no domestic skills whatsoever. She meets Max, a shy mathlete, in Home Ec, and you know the rest. Sparks fly, blah blah blah. It's very predictible, but we needed something where we could easily pound out the pages every day. Right now we're at 26,000 words, which is 90 somethin' pages double spaced or something. Crazy, yeah?

Here's a brief excerpt from the beginning-ish:

"He's tall and lanky with messy dark hair and square plastic frames, which makes me immediately think, Wow. He must kind of be a dork. The plaid button-up doesn't help, nor does the fact that I'm pretty sure I just saw a guy with a cape wave goodbye to him. Yeah, he must be that kind of dork -- the hide-in-the-basement-after-school-and-play-computer-games variety. He could be cute in a sort of endearing, awkward boy kind of way, but I can tell just by looking at him that he's never played a competitive sport in his life, which translates to "We have nothing in common" which then translates to "Not my type."

But that's not what I'm really thinking about, because who cares if this guy is cute, he's weird. Because he's stopped in the middle of his tracks and he's staring at me, and I swear to God, this guy looks terrified. At first I think it's because maybe he's scared of girls and he's thinking, "Shit, I have to sit next to one!" but that doesn't make sense because why else would he sign up for this class, except to get in with the ladies?

And the way he's looking at me isn't nervous-anxiety fear, but more like trapped-gazelle-facing-lioness-in-the-savannah fear. And I know I've been told that I am a fucking beast on the wrestling mat, but seriously, I think I look like a pretty normal seventeen-year-old girl, so if he actually thinks that I look threatening, then this guy is the biggest wimp I've ever encountered."

One more thing!

We've come up with a playlist to accompany our writing process (with the hopes that if we ever get published, we can stick it in the back of the book as a supplement), and so I will include that here:

1. "Bruises" -Chairlift
2. "Young Love" -Mystery Jets
3. "Cha Cha Cha" -The Little Ones
4. "Fidelity" -Regina Spektor
5. "Loose Change" -The Morning Benders
6. "Little Bit of You in Everything" -The Rentals
7. "Girl You've Really Got Me Going" -The Kinks
8. "Confines of Gravity" -PlayRadioPlay!
9. "Oh Be One" -Oh No! Oh My!
10. "Funny Little Frog" -Belle & Sebastian
11. "Parentheses" -The Blow
12. "Cross Your Fingers" -Laura Marling
13. "Whistle for the Choir" -The Fratellis
14. "Swimming Pool" -The Submarines
15. "Say Yes if You Love Me" -Acid House Kings
16. "When Did Your Heart Go Missing" -Rooney
17. "Dust Me Off" -Tilly and the Wall
18. "Death" -White Lies
19. "Even Fairy Tale Characters Would Be Jealous" -PlayRadioPlay!
20. "You and I" -Ingrid Michaelson

Enjoy!

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Tegan and Sara ...

... they played four dates in Los Angeles and did this brutally beautiful cover of Weezer's "Tired of Sex," with former Weezer member Matt Sharp on the bass. (I love Tegan and Sara and Weezer, and always miss out on their stupid shows when they come to the bay area, just like last monday. I missed out on the Weezer show at my university due to stupid, stupid, homework.)

...and here I go again obsessively watching multiple versions over n' over n' over!

10/17:


10/18:


10/19:


okay, there must have been a bajillion tapers at those four shows, and i'm really not going to bother hunting down the best videos. haha.

I wish i was there, man!

ps.

Felix, I know you are busy with school, but I kinda miss your blog posts. I sure do hope you post sometime soon!

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Cat Power, Bus people, 4 AM.

I don't listen at all to Cat Power-- but i don't care. I don't care if its 4 AM-- I might as well pass out right now. I don't know why I'm doing this! I've posted this video before in my livejournal from a LONG time ago, but i don't care. This is something you can't just watch once. It's so gripping and soul-taking. Oh, that doesn't make any sense.

this performance is so beautiful it makes my heart break (I'm a cheeseball):

Cat Power, "Metal Heart."


PS.
i rode the bus home yesterday afternoon, and there was this creepy man with a mirror a couple of seats down from me. He held this tiny mirror up to see the people behind him. He was probably looking at me with it, since i spotted him and looked right into his mirror, in which he he immediately put it into his pocket. Later on, he pulled out his little mirror again, this time trying to nonchalantly read some advertisements tucked into his pocket. Weird-o. I KNOW YOU ARE NOT READING THE ADS! Oh! Wait! He must be looking at his pores or something equally creepy on his face! No, maybe not. It would be something i would do if I was a total creep, but i'm not that creepy. There are all sorts of weirdo rejects who ride public transportation, and i mean that in the most truthful way possible. People just want to keep to themselves when they ride the bus. They don't want nobody taking up their personal space bubble by being loud or being creepy. No sir.

PPS.
hopefully i will scan/photograph all the comic strips i have been making for my 112A illustration class. My school workload is becoming ridiculous, and I really haven't much time even to read a book and finish it on my own...

PPPS.
does "post mark" even work for blog entries? or does it only work in letters?

Also, i find it funny when people watch musician/band performances on youtube and they ask, "Is the singer drunk/high?" when they act all erractically. You can't sing properly while you're drunk. If you are high on drugs, you might sound like ... oh, I really don't know, but something awful. Have these people only seen low-rate local bands with teenagers just standing stiffly/rocking stiffly back and forth with their back to the crowd for the most of the set? Or have they not seen a musician perform at all? It's called being with it, dude. It's called losing yosself in the moment. It's called, I'm So Bored Performing This Song All Over Again And Again I Think I Will Do Something Weird And Unnatural To Amuse Myself. Ha!

Monday, September 22, 2008

112A sketchbook

Hey y'all. Here is a little quickie I've done for my daily sketchbook for my ART 112A class. I sort of used life reference so I won't get points knocked off for drawing right off the top o' my head/from imagination.

The sketchbook of my paper is terrible like it didn't get dried enough and is really soft. I want crisp paper! It was eight bucks anyway , so... no, it's not okay. I get pissed off every time I draw in it with a ballpoint pen because paper isn't crisp enough. It's like the paper is perpetually wet, but it's obviously dry and real soft. What's even worse is that I'm stuck with it for a year. I might as well go switch to a new sketchbook, but it might be too much hassle. Whatever, it's cool, I can deal. :)

I've been listening to the Black Keys and The Battle of Land and Sea as of late, over and over, and again and again. Forever. The typeface of the body text in the blog really bothers me and I don't know how to fix it. :/

bluesy rock from Akron, Ohio: The Black Keys

indie folk from Portland, Oregon: Battle of Land and Sea


I'll try how to do fancy streaming mp3 posts on here, someday. For now, click on them myspace links...